Why not hurt each other for just a little while?

I think I’m still waiting, For that punchline, ten fucking years later.

I wanted to devour you, While he breached our inviting walls. It was empowering. The two of you, feeding my calls.

But I could hear you calling me a bitch again to all of your friends just outside the room drowning out her attempts to tell me you weren’t

What I do recall is the night you grabbed my arm, yanked me back to your furious face

My furious knuckles raced to collide with your unsuspecting cheek, Remembering the fresh bruise coloring my bicep, “You’re done with me?!”

Will my whole life be just like this? Where I’m alone in a corner because I’m afraid that my demons are right and everyone is out to get me?

Boys will be boys

Stop haunting me, Gray.

I cried for hours. Cradled by my bed, rocking on the carpet.

The waves were beautiful, Gray.

She’s the demon that resides behind my eyes Gazing out into my world, knowing I can’t run Or hide.

Dear Mother...

The water was too much. My lungs kept coughing up the liquid each time I tried to breathe in the hydrogen.