Am I still a little girl crying over the demons in her head that won’t let her sleep at night, invade her dreams, give her sleep paralysis, and force her perceptions to view everyone around her as threats and enemies, all out to get her? Are they all out to get me?
My, demons say they’re all going to hurt me, that they’re all lying to me, so they can lure me in then strike when I’m close, and go for the kill, when I least expect it, are my demons right? Are they going to hurt me?
Is it all deception? The people around me, are they faking their love and affection so that I will trust them just enough while they conspire against me to pull some cruel joke where I’m the punchline?
Will my whole life be just like this? Where I’m alone in a corner because I’m afraid that my demons are right and everyone is out to get me? Will I always fear this nonsensical conspiracy? May I break free?
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