A thousand attempts later and here we stand
In the same exact place as we were a year and a half ago.
Nothing has progressed; we’ve yet to grow.
And I find myself frustrated at the loneliness in my soul.
I try to speak to you, but your solution, Is always the same. “If you don’t like it, then go.”
How easy it is for you to lose me.
Easier than letting your actual emotions show.
It’s so much more complicated for me
To walk away from my feelings; to let go.
Considering I don’t feel much
Of anything for many others I’ve known.
Feeling vulnerable and silly,
I dive into the darkness of the unknown
For the second time in the short
Twenty-five years that I’ve owned.
Love is a darkness that even bats
Cannot maneuver through on their own.
Exciting, sure, but also frightening
In every sense of the word.
And when you fall in love with a demon…
Well, now you’ve really endangered your soul
You tempt me with just a hint of love
Lure me close, then swallow my heart whole.
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